18-08-2019 11:53 PM
18-08-2019 11:53 PM
I want to scream at everyone. well not everyone but i feel like my insides are screaming all the time. I feel like I am gearing up for something i have no idea what but something big and I cant get my mind to shut off and i keep staying up late for no good reason other than i am watching stupid videos on youtube or watching interesting stuff or plannig stuff or thinking about big important things. and i want to paint but idk what and i want to make music and go out and explore and smell all the wattle that is coming out now and feel the wind on my face and i keep thinking i will go to bed early but then i look and i am getting into bed and it is 5am and ugh idk i know sleep is good but i dont even know how i keep getting so distracted. and i feel like i need to do everything NOW. idk i am just so frustrated and idk how i feel but it is like something life changing and super important is looming over the horizon i just feel weird and off but not exactly bad but then idk because i kind of feel bad in some ways ugh idk i just want to scream!
19-08-2019 03:35 AM
19-08-2019 03:35 AM
19-08-2019 06:25 AM
19-08-2019 06:25 AM
@Eden1919 Hey Eden1919 what you wrote reminds me of a movie from the 1970s called I think 'Network' with Peter Finch starring in it. There is a classic scene in it where Peter Finch screams out of a window 'I am as mad as hell and I am not going to take it any more!'. Great movie I can thoroughly recommend it.
19-08-2019 04:24 PM
19-08-2019 04:24 PM
@Holly83 @greenpea yes it is very frustrating feeling so on edge and not being able to do much about it without others getting upset. sometimes i wish people would just let me explode and not try and contain it like just let me go scream in a feild and throw things and curse at the world for a while, i will come back and go back to playing normal but i hate that everytime i need to let it out everyone around me is constantly tyring to find ways to make sure it doesnt happen like yes i know it is intense but forcing me t bottle it up just makes it worse for everyone.
20-08-2019 06:18 PM
20-08-2019 06:18 PM
Do you have any hobbies?
20-08-2019 06:19 PM
20-08-2019 06:19 PM
I am feeling like screaming now
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