I don't want to talk about it but unaddressed: what would it lead to... for a while now me myself and i are the bestest of friends and i love them? Or me? But i am surfing the web looking for unsanctioned neural experiments to volunteer for but google ad popups don't allow for me to be able to find the right people to get in contact with. If i die i'll be with, me? Forever just relaxing in eternal nothing, not even knowing that i don't know that i don't know. Somethings not right...